I never did get back to this site to say that I “won” my disability determination hearing. Well I did, now condemned like some of you.
I really didn’t think I would ever mention it, feeling like I could “hide out” until it was all over with, although my mind questions daily, how many, you too? If so feel free to reply.
After a lifetime of disability, not on my request but theirs, as I did not ask to be disabled in the first place, simply went to “voc rehab” to see if they could help me get a job one day when I was about 19.
I was originally diagnosed as a “borderline personality”, and told they would waste any $ they spent to train or educate me. When asked what I should do, they simply said go home. Do what I asked, sit around they replied, if that hurts, lie down.
This time around, after seeing numerous doctors, I was eventually set another appointment at the last minute. Strange but true, scheduled on a Saturday with no one there but the “interviewer”. Even stranger, the interviewer came dressed as no doctor I had ever encountered. Showed up wearing combat boots, with a military shine to them. Stranger still his name was “Dave”, also (see prior post). Knowing where we are at in history, I did the best I could not to become enamored or “hypnotized” by him.
The thing that bothers me the most is his “diagnosis” and statement of “facts”, and leaves me wondering, You to?
My diagnosis and statement Opens with “he would not make a reliable witness” and continues with “extremely paranoid”, and no jobs “in this economy” for him. Well I thought, that sucks, as I knew the government is actively recruiting disabled people to spy on thier neighbors. Really, look it up at usajobs.gov. I was really in hopes of landing one of those as they place people into nicer neighborhoods, and pay close to 100K a year. I thought maybe crazy might just pay off after all, yet that opening statement, closed that door entirely.
I never did give it much thought , but being “paranoid” it has played around my head for some time, until it finally dawned on me the true and actual ramifications of such a statement.
To really understand, one must be a semi history buff, and know regardless of “religion” the queers and “crazies” were the first to go to the camps with the last fuhrer. One must also know and understand that the camps have allready been built here in america. Most likely true in other countries not unlike the great patriotic war.
If it were true, then what a better diagnosis? Simply said, I believe “they” are out to get me, and nothing I say can be believed. Seemingly laying the foundation for any “outburst” from me to be discredited. Ah operation mocking bird, how deftly they play.
Funny as things I type here, have never been mentioned in public, nor to any acquaintance, as no one I know is “awake” enough to see beyond their bubbles or addictions.
Why after some 20 years of a diagnosis, with countless doctors, institutions, and therapist to back the original diagnosis, they decide to “re-classify” me
Call me paranoid, however some of us may well be going camping sooner than we think. For the record I am no fan of Jesus. I do believe him when he stated he is the “son of man” and when asked what of man, he replies “man is sin”. Just another link as I see the governments download for civilian inmate labor camps (pdf) wont load for me, but then again nor will the “health care reform” bill. perhaps it will for you.
If you received a similar classification recently, please tag this post with a reply. I am curious just how many people this is happening to.
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