Getting back to work
I have been doing all that I can to turn this wreck into some sort of livable place for my boys and Rochelle. Holmes (Holmes on Homes tv show), sure makes it look a lot easier I sure know that. Seems like almost everything I touch gets worse and cost three times as much as it should have.
Not even sure, as its been so long, if I even pointed out that we bought a old house with my ssi settlement. Its roughly 1000 sft, not huge, but more than enough for them I hope. Its paid for. The one thing I needed to know for sure, before I go. I wanted my boys to be free men, and not slaves to the system, paying rents for their lifetimes just to lay down their heads. Most likely she / they will forget as have so many, and move back to the city, that maddening hell of wasted lives. I try to make them understand, time is not money, time is your life. When you decide to trade your life for money, for some useless gadget to further enslave you, you have lost connection and beliefe in the only thing that matters.
Rambling, I know, however I do believe she is getting it, the true meaning of wo-man. Shes beginning to see that its most usually the fem, or feminized ones that require the glitter, with no actual substance, to woo man. To take man from that which is important, G-D.
Anyway, its been a long few months here. working when I can, when my brain hasn’t got me convinced they are all out to get me and its safe to go outside again. Or when my back, doesn’t hurt so bad I have to be laying down. continue reading »