paranoia
Foiled again !
Not sure why I never research these things before hand and always end up disappointed such as today. Perhaps something inside me, even knowing what sort of messed up world this is and that I have yet to get a break, still believes things will work out.
Today I wake to the reality that my first [...]
Being like Mike
This question plagues my mind daily.
Why must I die with no help from the “system” that was founded by my forefathers to care for people like me?
Granted, I was diagnosed and given my label and permanent disability a long time ago, tho because of my compulsive behaviour and inability to function in what people call [...]
Just Another Crappy Day
My oldest suffers from “IBD” ( irritable bowel syndrome ), from no fault of his own, nor any others that I have pinpointed yet. In an adult, it may be, well an inconvenience to say the least, however with my “heart”, its so much more. The poor guy just literally explodes, if you get the meaning.
I came by today
I came by looking for you today.
I left an earlier engagement because my mind wouldn’t let me stay. I really needed someone to talk to, and who else but you would know, or do you?
I drove over there in my old van hoping to get a glimpse of you or something familiar so I would know [...]
Making Home Made Bullseye Baked Beans
slice a polska kielbasa up mix with onions, garlic, bit o spices, fry then put in a baking dish, mix in a couple cans of Bushs baked beans (original), add a shot of mustard, a shot of (the best) ,(cant believe I had to just go look), Bulls eye BBQ sauce (original again), add a spoon or two of brown sugar, and a shot of mustard to taste, toss it in the oven at 350 for about 30 minutes and walla Bullseye Baked beans!